David From AU

July 2018 my wife left me for lesbian divorce 2019 until now .Feb 2022 .My wife remarried. ihave 3 children Ben 11 years old Rebecca 9 aimee 8 years old struggle financial spiritual emotional due to all expenses gone up now no able go church due to mandate of Australia government plus much discrimination due iam unvaccination and not comply to man false law .now wife kylie very depression plus being go backwards in her health. she such hold the past and harden heart .iam live alone as single father try survive try be such things iwas never meant to be mother and father. deal possible of hope return restoration of my marriage my best friend my wife and mother of my children. my feelings of so much grief pain struggle so much hard to trust and cope do life alone. iam hungry and thirsty for real connections with people now so much fears of life now we in qld have massive flooding and new world order go strong. so tough be alone no family no support. life get down no financial support from. my wife .Ian go two steps forward and backwards very challenging to budget when petrol and cost live so high iam believe for people to bless me pay it forward gift cards food clothes help pay cost school fees yes might get pension very sad all bills go up not able do savings or see lights at end of tunnel. due all covid mandate lockdown children in out school mask social distance now massive rain very frustrating not able dry my clothes as ihave not burnt dryer plus buy laptop and tyres for car registration up license up power up fuel up food up .feelings overwhelmed depression anxiety for future. iam longer see iget ahead financial hope one day kylie my wife be friends with me help support me with children it not good be single father do everything washing clean cooking be nurse take kids to school iam feelings burnt out