My husband left me after 40 yesterday,He is the only an I have ever known to be with or have a relation.Three years ago he finally went to his homeland to have dents work and see an eye doctor..I thought also that it would be a good idea to visit his Joel and..somewhere along the line he te of course a much younger woman and the rest is what they are capale of.I found out a few moths ago. I find my self in a roller coaster ride I cry slot the I a ok then am lonely..the battle is on!!I will not let the Devil defeat me..I walk in faith but sorties I get discourage pray for.. I will do y Gods wi not INE..he has told me he will Not come back .I will not force anyone who cannot love. And the stakes are high we have 4 grandchildren that adored hi.los of the time know they are sad..Please keep me in your prayers for serenity,peace,and understanding my God’s Will..thank you