Hi Janie, I did pray for you this morning from Calif. It\'s funny how this life breaks us down and TRYS to weaken our faith. But you just reaching out shows you and me, just how important God is in our life. As for your heart; I\'m not sure if it is a medical problem ora lack of loving problem.......so I pray for both. My lack of love is a constant problem so I think of Mother Mary as a model of love. Good luck and God Bless us.......I know Heis