Three needs: One, that God will give me back a hard of flesh and take away this stony heart that prevents me from trusting and caring for those in the church and for some family members.
Second, for walking in God's forgiveness
and my own forgiveness for myself and letting go of my mistakes and respecting and loving myself unentangled by those past sins and failures.
Third, for letting go of being the leader in this marriage. I see I have taken control partially because I was spiritually more mature and actually physically 8 years older than my husband. As well, he has abdicated that role and allowed me to be the leader. But I don't want the burden of it. I have repented but I want to change the way things are and let go of the heavy burden of making all the decisions in this marriage. Thank you for praying for me.